I wrote this as a
“present moment,” first writing with some writing friends today, in 5 minutes,
as a warm-up to additional writing. They thought it was funny and since I
usually don’t write humorous pieces, I’ll share this with you, slightly edited.
Deep breath! I made it. If it wasn't planned, I wouldn't
have come. For some reason, I’m so tired. Maybe I’m finally learning how to
relax my jaw and face… and my body needs time…lots of time… to just be at peace
and relax.
I’m not at peace as much as I’d like. Sometimes, I feel
tense at home with my husband working at home every day or when I add more to
my list of things to do than I cross off. I rarely have time to myself unless I’m up in
the middle of the night, but that backfires for me now… pretty much like
burning a candle at both ends.
I didn't know that I’m not supposed to keep my teeth
together when my mouth is shut. I thought it kept my teeth growing to the right
height, especially if I've had some dental work done. Apparently, it causes
stress to my jaw and face muscles such that it hurts when a doctor, dentist or
physical therapist pokes it. So, if nobody pokes my face, what’s the big deal?
I guess holding stress in my face isn't a healthy idea.
Perhaps that’s why I prefer smiling or talking. It’s less stressful.
